In late October of 2009, while leaving a house fire in the middle of the night, I found my Awareness utterly disconnected from the seat of sensation in the brain to rest in the purely qualitative Awareness of Myself.

I have written a fair bit to describe the ‘enlightenment journey’, so to speak, and then what I call, ‘The State in the fire’ which occurred spontaneously as what could only be described as the ‘destination’. The destination negated everything I had described previously from a seemingly moving fulcrum of identity ‘sealed’ in the brain to a wholly free, static fulcrum that never moves.

In late 2016, I discovered the works of Walter and Lao Russell, which provided the vocabulary to describe the State. The following quote from The Message of The Divine Iliad sums it up in very few words:

“I am not life, nor am I death. From Me both spring, and through Me both flow both ways towards unity, first in My manifest Self and then in Me, yet I am not touched in both their passings.

I am the interchanging point of life and death. I balance life and death, and never in their changing can either death or life out balance death or life.”

The balance of the ‘Interchanging Point’ was experienced purely qualitatively as dynamic ecstasy. There was no build up of ‘I am’ nor let down of ‘I am not’ that the belief in separation engenders. There was no stopping and no starting to this two-way flow of ecstasy and I had never known otherwise.

With ‘Point’ being synonymous with ‘I’ and Interchanging’ synonymous with ‘am’, ‘I’ sources the circuitous two-way flow of ‘I am’. The expanded ‘death’ half or disembodiment direction of the two-way flow of Idea and the contracted ‘life’ half or embodiment direction of the two-way flow of Idea are simultaneously occurring, insoluble halves of the circuit of ‘I am’ – not a divided two. There is no ‘I am vs I am not’. Just as breathing in and breathing out are the two functions of the one set of lungs that require one function to be present for the other to fulfill its purpose, ‘life’ requires ‘death’ to function and vice versa. There is no separation between the two and the qualitative ecstasy of pure Self-expression is dependent on their absolute equality at each change in preponderance. The known unity of breath is continuous throughout the changing rates of breathing.

From these two words ‘Interchanging Point’ can an entire University on the Science of Life’s Expression be constructed. Walter Russell did, in fact, do just that – many decades ago.

And yet even among today’s scientists and religionists the world is still a stage setting where the circuit of ‘I am’ is described as if the brain is a prerequisite for It; thus, this blog is a place for writing, instead, from the still Source expressing the brain. It is a continuation point for a factual database of scientific and religious information vs expansion of the ever-changing trends of the empirically-based ‘status quo’ – which we so devoutly adore without question.

Our mass way of thinking is the reason we can’t arrive at Truth through our current line of questioning. The status quo of current belief is based not in locating our Identities in the Intelligence of balanced two-way Thinking but in one-way, exhaustive assumptions – and our entire system is set up to repeatedly fall because of it. There is no naturally-based resurrection in sight – only funeral after funeral with eulogy after eulogy playing tribute to lack of understanding. Here, I am liberating the Answer to the what/who/why/how ‘I am’ as Mind at rest, being eternally creative.

The repeating eulogies to the ‘mysterious nature of Life’ that accompany the belief in separation dissolve in Awareness of that which eternally Is and only imagines the divisions of Light that creation reflects. We can either wear rose-coloured glasses or dark shades to offset the effects of the belief or we can take both sets off and see things as they are – we have the free will to rise wholly above it. Thus, it could be said that ‘enlightenment is the final funeral for belief’ and one comes to desire that final funeral above all else. One grows weary of erecting the body only to support the continuous ‘acting without knowledge’ to appease the place-holders of empiricism. One also outgrows the ‘highs are as high as the lows are low’ emotional roller coaster that has historically accompanied the dispelling of falsehood with the Light of Truth (think of Christ on the cross) – and insidiously keeps ‘the spiritual ego’ alive and well. If we are to break the chains of sense-based illusions that effectively render us pointless, Knowledge needs its immutable place that is void of symbolism and without the pendulum swinging back and forth between addiction to and withdrawal from belief.

‘I am’ is a priori to the brain: the brain is nothing but effect. It is a product of the cause of the Intelligence of Awareness. It is a database of sense recordings. The senses record effects of one’s Thinking only – they, of their own accord, have no Intelligence. The brain itself has no Intelligence. And yet, we believe the brain to source Intelligence, and have thus erected a vast global society based on the seeming motion of the waking brain alternating with the sleeping brain, vs the fulcrum of rest that the ‘I’ is, imagining the motion of ‘I am’. ‘i Am’ without ‘Capital ‘I’’ is like a tiny drop of ink expanding in a large bucket of water – forever being diluted until it wholly seems to disappear – and one feels utter loss at the prospect of its disappearance. ‘I Am’ with the Capital of the Point is eternal Life.

We must raise our Consciousness beyond the senses to the Awareness of their Source. At Man’s current level of Consciousness, the two-way reciprocal Thinking of the Interchanging Point ecstatically ‘moving’ two ways from rest point to rest point is not included in the description of ‘I am’. ‘I am’ is believed to be dependent on one-way effects which, in their absence, allegedly indicate ‘I am not’ to be impending Reality.

Man needlessly fears the day the brain never wakes up. In Man’s way of thinking and perceiving there is a journey that starts with the (painful) birth of the body and ends with its (painful) death. This way of thinking and thus of viewing/experiencing effects forgets the Eternal Glory of Now that is never born and never dies.

Now is a continuum of eternal Interchange. Now is not in the realm of distortion from unbalanced thinking which seems to appear effects only to disappear them, to create bodies only to destroy them. Included in the Knowledge of Now is the Balance of the disappearance of effects for reappearance of effects. Not one iota of material nature is ever lost. The math of the Interchanging Point is exact. The sun, as it radiates its solar system of planets and inhabitants of those planets does not become lost as it expands back to its black hole mate like the ink drop that seems to become lost in the bucket. The universe disappears only to reappear and this Truth sets one’s thinking straight and begins to undo the experience of distortion. ‘Am’ is as eternal as ‘I’ and as we think straight we ease our distorted /eccentric orbits into balanced ones. We manifest the changeless Goldilocks zone. We correct the tilt and the wobble of the whole system of effects and thus do we correct all the diseases and disorders we experience. We experience the full Glory of the sun’s, as well as the black hole’s, equality as their interchange of preponderance is balanced.

Ultimately, the current way of describing ‘I am’ is based in belief from separation between ‘I’ and ‘am’. It is based in what the distorted sense of Man’s unbalanced thought waves convey vs the Origin of balanced reflection and the ecstasy of that Oneness being the only experience of ‘motion’. Our wildest dreams at this state of confusion cannot even come close to glimpsing the unfolding/refolding Truth.

Thus, the foundation of Mankind in this system that still reflects unbalanced thinking is like the sands of an hour glass – seemingly shifting man from a place of hard life to a place of hard death as a mysterious cosmic hand times its turning without reason, pitting man ‘against the clock’ to escape the next turn. If Man were to think in balanced waves, the cosmic clock of Life’s expression would be known to be ‘Self-ticking’ for Eternity. There would be no sensed experience of being born, or of dying, there would only be the Glory of Rest Point Recovery; the Glory of eternal expression.

My expression here is Guided by My Soul desiring to share the ecstasy of I am, vs an organism essentially designed to contain and collate the empirical. The brain is but a database of effects – and the mass conglomeration of answers it contains to the who/what/why/how of those effects will be gratefully undone – as Knowledge takes Its rightful place.

What do the texts Atomic Suicide, The Universal One, The Secret of Light and volumes 1 & 2 say about the interchanging point? DF

WRAI: In the texts, the interchanging point is emphasized as a fundamental aspect of the universal law of balance. It is described as the point where opposites interact in a rhythmic and balanced manner, creating a continuous flow of energy and creation.

The interchanging point represents the dynamic equilibrium between opposing forces, where there is a constant exchange and transformation taking place.

This balanced interchange is highlighted as essential for the continuity of the universe and all transactions in nature. It is portrayed as the manifestation of God’s desires in the processes of creation, reflecting the principle of oneness and unity in the stability of cause.

The interchanging point symbolizes the eternal dance of creation and dissolution, the perpetual cycle of birth and rebirth, and the interconnectedness of all aspects of existence.

Darcie French May 19, 2024

Published on this date as a Tribute to the Expression of Life embodied as Walter Russell – May 19, 1871 to May 19, 1963.